Be Mine

Because of you, now I need a medicine

I can't blame it on you, maybe it's the phenylethylamine

Because it makes me blind and losing my mind

I am blown to the sky and stuck on cloud nine

Now I hardly come back to the ground


So I shout it out loud: "Oh, will you be mine?"

One Day

I think a lot about you lately, more than I ever did.

I notice that the sky turns into light blue, a bit white here and there, as I whisper your name -or maybe it is just in the head, I have no idea. Every time you come into my mind, I feel something in my heart. I don't know what that is, but it sure makes my heart beats faster. It's like you burst into it and it makes me hardly breath. But it sure makes me warm. I think that is why I blush every time you speak with me.

I know, it is such a blunder. I must say that I am the victim of my own feeling. I should have killed myself right after I started to feel about it. But will it be my own mistake if you keep coming and always make my day? Will it be a sin if I keep you?

I just can not let you go now because I have lost my heart to you. But one day I will find my way out. I will say no more. I will watch you go. I will wave you goodbye.

But I will never erase you from my history. I will let you stay next to my heart. Will it be a sin if I hide you there?

Aku Selalu Mencintaimu (Sebuah Catatan Kecil Untuk Siapapun Yang Kau Cintai)

Katakan tentang dia, 

Setiap garis-garis di wajahnya 

menceritakan perasaannya

garis kesedihan

garis kebahagiaan

garis kebencian

garis cinta

semuanya

terukir di wajahnya melalui perjalanan hidupnya

dia bertambah tua

tapi tak mengapa

aku tetap suka padanya

katakan tentang dia,

setiap bagian dari tubuhnya

kulitnya

tulangnya

rambutnya

wajahnya

semuanya

tercipta begitu sempurna

ikut dalam setiap bagian perjalanan hidupnya

dia sudah tidak lagi muda

tapi tak masalah

aku tetap suka padanya

katakan tentang dia,

setiap tingkah lakunya

tawanya

tangisnya

amarahnya

kasihnya

semuanya

tidak pernah berubah

setiap peristiwa yang dilaluinya tak membuatnya tambah bijaksana

tapi tak apa-apa

aku tetap suka padanya

katakan tentang dia,

setiap pertengkaran dengannya

emosinya

lukanya

egoisnya

kekesalannya

semuanya

membuat segalanya tidak mudah

tapi biar saja

aku tetap suka padanya

katakan tentang dia,

aku menyukai saat-saat bersamanya

saat hijau

saat bersemi

saat gugur

saat layu

semuanya

aku tak akan pernah meninggalkannya

meski saat dimana rambutnya memutih

keriput kulitnya dan pikun dirinya

saat dimana kita tak perlu lagi banyak berbicara

saat dimana seribu bahasa hanya ungkapan semata

saat dia hanya bisa menatap dengan senyuman di bibirnya

katakanlah padanya

"aku selalu mencintaimu"

Heart Song

when your life is upside down

you gotta be strong

you gotta move on

it's your choice

life's what you make it

it's over when you say it is