One Day

I think a lot about you lately, more than I ever did.

I notice that the sky turns into light blue, a bit white here and there, as I whisper your name -or maybe it is just in the head, I have no idea. Every time you come into my mind, I feel something in my heart. I don't know what that is, but it sure makes my heart beats faster. It's like you burst into it and it makes me hardly breath. But it sure makes me warm. I think that is why I blush every time you speak with me.

I know, it is such a blunder. I must say that I am the victim of my own feeling. I should have killed myself right after I started to feel about it. But will it be my own mistake if you keep coming and always make my day? Will it be a sin if I keep you?

I just can not let you go now because I have lost my heart to you. But one day I will find my way out. I will say no more. I will watch you go. I will wave you goodbye.

But I will never erase you from my history. I will let you stay next to my heart. Will it be a sin if I hide you there?