Darn! It's Raining Again.

I look outside through the window.
It's dark, but the light from the street lamp and from the building makes a sparkling colorful beam.
I love the view.
It feels so damn romantic.
I love the feeling.
Then I remember you.
I smile.
I love night. It always reminds me of you.
Because every time I want to sleep, I think about you.
I wish you could come into my dream and stay there with me.
But it never happens, not in my real life, not in my dream.
I watch the moon, it is full moon.
Then I see your face there.
I close my eyes, hoping that I can absorb your presence.
But you don't even show up.
I breath your name, hoping so much that you will listen.
But you only take a glance. Then you make a distance.
What have I done?
Have I sacrificed my heart for something you don't even feel?
Have I wasted my tears for something not even real?
Suddenly thunder roars. I look up and see droplets fall from above.
Droplets kiss my window, make a stream just like a river.
I watch it as the rain fall down and kiss the soil.
I blow at the window to make a fog.
Then I write down your name slowly, hoping that your heart is touched and you can feel me.
But then I remember, your heart is not mine to keep.
So I blow on your name, until it is covered by fog again.
I close my eyes and wipe your name on the window with my hand.
I wish all sweet memories could disappear as your name wiped by the rain.
it's raining outside... As it's raining inside.