Little Worm & Chocolate Popcorn

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You don't even care if I'm okay or not.
I don't think you'll even miss me if I'm gone.
Do you even realize if one day I'm not around anymore?
Yes, I know you're so damn busy with life.
It's like you don't even have time for yourself anymore.
I know I'm also the one who asked you to do that.
But am I too childish if I'm asking for 5 minutes from your 24 hours this time?
Just 5 minutes.
Please, stay with me for 5 minutes.
Apakah hari-harimu begitu padatnya hingga sedetikpun aku tak terlintas dalam benakmu?
At least ask me how I am.
You used to be so attentive before.
You used to be so funny and make things easy and fun.
Kemana perginya orang yang kukenal itu?
Kemana perginya orang yang kusenangi itu?
Kemana perginya orang yang membuat aku bahagia itu?
You used to tell me things about you.
You used to tell me how life knocked you down.
You used to tell me your fear and madness.
Kemana perginya orang yang membuat aku merasa penting itu?
Kemana perginya orang yang membuat aku merasa berarti untukmu itu?
When I start to open my heart and start trusting you about my life, you start disappearing.
So I stand still, confuse what to do.
I always try to understand about you.
I try to understand when you asked me to wait for you but then you forget and left me stranded by myself, hanging on something unsure. I thought maybe you're too tired and I wanted you to take a rest.
I try to understand when you speak to me roughly just because someone is ruining your day and you felt like punching everyone. I thought maybe you had a very bad day and I didn't want you to feel bad.
But it has been 3 days now.
In 72 hours, did something never remind you of me?
I have told you I wasnot in a pink, remember?
I have told you I will wait for you, remember?
It's been 3 days and I can't take it.
So if one day I suddenly come accross your mind and you ask me how I am, you know what will i do?
I will not wait for you.
Karena demi apa pun, aku berhak untuk diperlakukan dengan adil and deserve to be cared and loved.
And after everything I have done and felt for you, I'm stranded because you find a boat and sail away to another island.
Do you even know how it hurts?
Do you even care how am I?
So I will stop make it rain and I will seek for the rainbow instead.