Dear G

Will you listen when I talk to you again, dear G?

I don't want to whine again. No, not that.

I just need to talk to you; face to face, eye to eye, heart to heart, You to me.

It was a busy noisy time when we talked last time, I admit.

I couldn't find you among all the silly things that came to disturb us.

How I wish I could stop them making me nuts.

How I wish everything were silent.

So that there would be only you and I, talking to each other; heart to heart.

Just like what you always want, right dear G?

I knew that you were standing there in front of me while they were passing through.

I knew that you were looking at me when I called you.

I knew that you were reaching out your hands when I was confused.

I knew that you were waiting for me there.

But did you even talk last time? I couldnt hear any word.

Or I just couldn't listen to your voice?

Maybe something's wrong in my ears. Or in my heart. Or in my brain. Or in my everything.

I don't know, you tell me, dear G.

I was hoping you could sit beside me and listened to everything I said.

I know, all this time, I am the one who do the talking and you do the listening.

But I know you don't mind, you love listening to me, do you?

You love it when I come to you, do you?

I know that, because you always look sad if I am not there when you look around.

I can feel your tears as the rain fall down to earth.

I don't have the answer why I always leave you.

I hurt you so bad, but you always shower me with affection.

I know you love me, because if you don't, I won't be here now.

Sometimes I wonder, why do you still keep me even when you know that I am bad?

So, I want to talk to you because I miss you.

It has been a while I don't hear your voice and it is killing me.

It has been a while we don't share about things in this world.

It has been a while I don't listen to what you say.

This time I promise, I will silence those silly noisy busy things.

I will let you come to me.

I will let you do the talking.

I will listen to your voice.

This time, it will be just for you and I.

So, will you listen when I talk to you again, dear G?